A$EN A$EN A$EN A$EN A$EN

i would buy these just to have them. (:

2010-08-31T20:47:00.001-07:00

love love love

2010-08-31T20:44:00.000-07:00

i can't even put in to words how awesome this is.

2010-08-24T15:12:00.001-07:00

this one especially is inspiring to me.

2010-08-24T14:49:00.001-07:00

i love when there's meaning behind the piece.

2010-08-24T14:46:00.002-07:00

again.. i love.

2010-08-24T14:46:00.001-07:00

in love with how vibrant this is.

2010-08-24T14:44:00.001-07:00

P.S.

2010-07-20T12:41:00.000-07:00

i love you.

2010-07-20T04:07:00.001-07:00

.....

BTW

2010-07-11T01:07:00.000-07:00

i'm gettttin darker this summer! I love itttt & you can totally see it in my face lol.

iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii need to lose weight.

2010-07-11T01:03:00.000-07:00

inloveinloveinlove

2010-07-06T00:15:00.001-07:00

i'm in love all over again.

so i really dont know what to do or say but for some odd reason i'm content.
things are so much more organized & things are getting done.
i'm sooo close to something i feel in my heart that i was put on this planet for & it kills me!
getting rid of clutter & junk mentally & physically.

i've been a hermit & i don't really mind it.

i really hope things are great on your end.

i dyed my hair black again & i'm in love with it. since i got darker the color doesn't make me look so gothic.

i plan on keeping it this color until my hair grows past my ass thank you.

YES PREASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-06-08T22:59:00.001-07:00

2010-05-28T19:13:00.001-07:00

“Trust is to human relationships what faith is to gospel living. It is the beginning place, the foundation upon which more can be built. Where trust is, love can flourish.”
-Barbara Smith

2010-05-23T04:35:00.001-07:00

I wouldn't be caught dead with a necrophiliac.

is it weird that i want these? i'm not too sure about the tan lines that come with wearing these though. HAHAA

2010-05-23T04:28:00.000-07:00

ALLDAYEVERYDAY

2010-05-07T12:21:00.000-07:00

crazy

2010-05-07T02:07:00.001-07:00

how things work out in the end..

intense nite. (enough said)

2010-05-05T02:25:00.001-07:00

one of my favorite things to do.

2010-04-28T17:00:00.001-07:00

REAL TALK

2010-04-25T21:52:00.001-07:00

"If you're gonna be two-faced at least make one of them pretty."
— Marilyn Monroe

back to basics

2010-04-22T03:27:00.001-07:00

so growing up of course we all started with the cheap drug store makeup then eventually moved up to some serious shit... today while i waiting for my oil change i went to buy some things i needed at home & i started looking at the makeup.. i remember being young & looking at magazines wonderin' how these chicks look so damn good! i knew i needed to step my game up so i started messin around with diff things until it all came out nice.. i came across something today.. somewhat similar to the MAC fluidline eyeliner!!! it works pretty damn good! it comes with a brush & the brush is perfect!!! it works tooooo damn good! very very precise lines! makes me wonder why i spend so much damn money on all these name brands when the cheap ass shit works just as good most of the time!!!! makes you think...... i also had to buy that quad the electric blue shadow is what caught my eye & may i say it is so nice on! the pigment is good what you see on the palllllete comes out on your eyelid! that is what i love most! pigment pigment pigment!

chibi love lady

2010-04-14T18:59:00.000-07:00

this probably made my whole month.

2010-04-11T20:27:00.001-07:00

HAHAHAA

2010-04-05T01:48:00.000-07:00

Lashisse from Molly Sims

Touché

2010-04-04T03:00:00.000-07:00

“I hate the hypocrites because they are the thieves of goodness and self-love. These morons know they're rotten to the core, and as a consequence, they judge everyone else as they judge themselves. There are good and deeply carrying people, but you never really know who they are because they do not congregate to proclaim their goodness. They are always in the background doing their best not to be discovered or distracted. Why? Because they are the ones who are truly on a mission for God.”

Bobby W. Miller

ilove.

2010-03-29T17:55:00.000-07:00

getting this is in the mail must've been the happiest i've been in a while. other than that, let em talk.

let their mouths run.

2010-03-16T15:29:00.001-07:00

sometimes i just like being alone is that wrong?

i seriously love this man.

2010-03-03T14:01:00.001-08:00

i fall in love listening to the violin.

2010-02-03T03:41:00.000-08:00

i seriously love him.

you live & you learn.

2010-02-02T22:31:00.000-08:00

these two i am the most thankful for.
Gratitude-thankfulness, or appreciation is a positive emotion or attitude in acknowledgment of a benefit that one has received or will receive.
“You simply will not be the same person two months from now after consciously giving thanks each day for the abundance that exists in your life. And you will have set in motion an ancient spiritual law: the more you have and are grateful for, the more will be given you.” — Sarah Ban Breathnach

again, i am very thankful for the ones i have in my life.
thanks again to those who did me wrong in the past, without you i would not be the person i am today.

i love how the world is seen through his eyes.

2010-02-01T16:27:00.000-08:00

damn i'm kinda diggin the before pics a little more.

2010-01-31T23:01:00.000-08:00

is it weird that i find this extremely fucking sexy?

2010-01-29T16:41:00.001-08:00

i applaud you.

2010-01-29T01:33:00.000-08:00

yum

2010-01-26T15:53:00.000-08:00

i know this might be random since this issue has been out for several years now..

i was going through my old magazines i came across one that instantly made me smile. I think i will always love this one.

the pictures just fascinate me.. she's easy on the eyes.. well so is he.

forever & ever she will be the epitome of what beauty is to me.

beautiful

2010-01-19T21:25:00.000-08:00

this picture is one thing i've always loved ever since high school.

vacation?

2009-12-27T00:25:00.000-08:00

christmas & new years.

I fucking LOVE my family.

i'm so happy i got to see snow.. you have no idea..

everyone is blaming me..saying i brought it with me from hawaii.. since it's the worst snow they've ever had...

i'm just excited to experience this all...

when it first started snowing it looked like shaved ice everywhere & everything was white!

dressing all warm.. scarfs, beanies, coats etc. so much fun...

like ive said before getting stuck in the snow sucks & so does smoking in the snow...

still gotta cross snow angels & sledddddin off my list. (:

Suprise Suprise

2009-12-18T09:51:00.000-08:00

It's three days away & my heart is pounding so hard just thinking about the moment I get to see her face again. Last night I was looking at a picture of her & it scared me to think that I somewhat forgot what my own mother looked like.

I can't believe it's been years since i've seen her & how often the word "mommy" has been used. What kind of bullshit is that anyways? I can't even begin to grasp the fact that I even let that happen all these years..

No matter what we say, a girl needs her mom.

The best part about it all is that she doesn't even know I'm coming to see her..This will be an awesome christmas for the both of us.

If you have all your family all around you, you're lucky.

Don't ever take that for granted.

Some people don't have anyone at all.

eternally grateful. (:

2009-12-14T03:08:00.000-08:00

I SERIOUSLY LOVE MY GIRLS.

I will always love this. (:

2009-12-11T16:54:00.001-08:00

i am going crazy from all this cuteness!

2009-12-10T10:40:00.001-08:00

i have never been so bothered in my life, thanks matt.

2009-12-09T21:34:00.000-08:00

GET IT RIGHT!

2009-11-15T17:10:00.000-08:00

i love you blackberry.

2009-11-14T17:53:00.000-08:00

Can you believe that the first blackberry was a two way pager that came out in 1999?

Damn, I was in the ninth grade haha

Even the models after this are pretty crazy to look at..

you've come a long way friend.

Shame on me..

2009-11-11T17:20:00.000-08:00

Once again.. goddamnit.

it's okay.. one day i'll find it.

i know i will.

until then.. fuck you very very VERY much.

agreed?

2009-11-09T22:17:00.000-08:00

it is difficult to diet.

damn you people with your fast metabolism.

straight upppp

2009-10-20T05:18:00.001-07:00

tom selleck action right here.

it feels pretty neat to smoke with one of these on (not that i'm trying to promote smoking)

wearin them fake moustaches is so much fun especially when you're drunk(again, not promoting drinking).

(:

2009-10-09T00:13:00.000-07:00

I'm drunk & I liiiiiikes it!

OHHHH DAAAAANG D!

2009-09-29T13:20:00.000-07:00

DAMN! forget carrying pepperspray or a pocketknife!

this one is a close up of one of the pics below.. it definitely looks like a care bear shit on her hand...

i don't know about these.. they're kinda creepy actually

dammnn thems startin to look like weapons!

how you supposed to wipe yo ass?

get on it

2009-09-08T13:57:00.000-07:00

Passin you by...

would you wear this?

2009-09-06T21:24:00.000-07:00

i most definitely do not think so..

so tell me...

2009-08-29T00:01:00.000-07:00

this morning at exactly 4:15 am... i started crying.

I felt extremely stressed out.. funny thing is.. you're so tired & out of it that early (especially when you get up & move around so quickly) that it seems like your mind isn't focusing on anything or your mind is just not there. All i can feel that early is my heart pounding.. not thinking about anything else really.. maybe my bed & how hard it will be for me to fall asleep again.

I want want want & of course don't need... if this comes with being a woman then i'd like to me a man please. I would be a pretty cool guy... well i think so at least.

Okay well back to that part about me talking about being super stressed out... what do you call that? that feeling..

besides all that shit..

watch this.. it makes me laugh so hard.. (:

i love this.

2009-08-22T22:08:00.001-07:00

old fashioned

2009-08-08T17:59:00.000-07:00

So my dad never liked any of my tattoos... He always says that only bad people and dopers have tattoos.. Or that it gives boys the wrong signals then again we weren't allowed to cut/color our hair when we were little even painting our nails "gave boys the wrong signal" haha I love my dad & his views on things.. He walked up to me while we were waiting to have papers signed and I'm sitting there in a cut tshirt so my shoulders are exposed.. And he says " I don't know why you like drawing all over youself" hahahaa he thinks I draw on my body with sharpie? He thinks the tattoo I have on my left wrist is a clubbing stamp he asked me a long time ago if I scrub my body good enough when I shower cause those stamps have been there for a while... Hahahaa he is an awesome man.. Really he is.<3

wow wow wee

2009-08-06T11:34:00.001-07:00

where has my mind gone?

Change of mind..

2009-07-14T01:54:00.000-07:00

So I've been wondering what I can say to make things seem a little better.. nothing really comes to mind. I feel like I've been the stubborn one this whole time. Again with the tunnel vision.. at least now I can see from another perspective right? I hope things work out good on your side.. I want nothing but the best for you. I want you to do what you want to do, at the same time I want you to be happy.

Besides that... who's excited for this wednesday? (:

alive

2009-07-12T23:02:00.000-07:00

I want to make music

wow

2009-07-10T21:07:00.000-07:00

What is it about boys with liprings. (;

INFLUENCE.

2009-06-28T02:34:00.000-07:00

I can't help but notice that..

she really influenced a lot of girls these days huh?

i'm not gonna lie, i love her too.

random

2009-06-18T22:11:00.000-07:00

okay so today i got my tooth pulled... been spitting out blood the past 3 hours or so.. went to walmart to pick up some medicine & there was this couple fighting in the parking lot..right by my car. they were full on fighting.. i stared at them.. because they looked like retards. went in to turn in my papers then left to get my car washed since i had 30 minutes to kill.. figured i'd do something that has been bothering me for a while (which is looking at my filthy ass car) after that i vaccuumed it then went back to walmart and picked up leather wipes & the protectant wipes to make the inside all nice & clean.. while waiting for my meds i noticed the couple in front of me was the same exact couple i seen twenty something minutes ago.. they were all hugging eachother laughing like idiots.. all lovey dovey like the people you see on kids shows.. you know... c'mon...

well i felt real uncomfortable after when the guy looked at me cause he noticed that i was the same girl from before... he looked weirded out too.. couples are weird huh? when they fight they really are in their own world...

falling away

2009-06-10T13:29:00.001-07:00

i noticed as the days go by the times i sign on and the spaces between get bigger and bigger.

sometimes i even forget i have this. what has really been going on?

i miss friends. i need some major catching up with a handfulllll of them.

my health is deteriorating....

you absolutely have no idea how effing excited i am for this.

2009-06-01T03:00:00.001-07:00

lucky we live hawaii<3

2009-05-23T14:44:00.000-07:00

constant beach days constant beautiful days.

i'm glad it's summer time [:

coming out to the beaches & meeting people is nice.

i think most people that live here really take for granted how gorgeous it really is here.

every day has been nothing but beautiful sunny days.

i still remember being a little kid & playing in this water when we first moved out here...

i remember my fucking neon green bathing suit too HAHAHAHAAA

i love when i can bring chibster with me.

she swims & sits out with us. [:

i want her to be a dog that loves the water but i can't force it on a chihuahua HAHAA

this sure as hell makin me not wanna gett em done!

2009-05-11T02:47:00.000-07:00

so this shit right heeeeeeeere nigguh is called symmastia A.K.A. uniboob which is a rare complication for people who get their boobs done... it's having to do with the breast tissue & how they come together (obviously)

i would fuckin full on sue whoever did this to my titties! goddamn!

damn this one is bad... she doesn't even have nipples..

it scares me how things work out sometimes..

some people have to go back multiple times to fix what went wrong..

i don't want to be that woman..

i wonder why she ain't doin' anything about it..

her with her cyclops titties... goodness she really must think they look good.. poor girl.

for all you men out there.

2009-05-11T01:37:00.001-07:00

http://jezebel.com/278919/heres-our-winner-redbook-shatters-our-faith-in-well-not-publishing-but-maybe-god

after tonite

2009-05-08T22:03:00.000-07:00

don't leave ya boy 'round me HEARTBREAKA fo life. [:

AϟENAϟHLEY hittin' ya face real quick like.

sounds about right.

2009-05-06T01:16:00.000-07:00

I still want these so if you love me then thank you [:

The moon belongs to everyone,
The best things in life are free.
The stars belong to everyone,
They gleam there for you and me.
The flowers in spring, the robins that sing,
The moonbeams that shine, they're yours, they're mine.
And love can come to everyone,
The best things in life are free.

oh & the "yo mama" joke of the day... HAHAA!

Yo mama so nasty that she pours salt water down her pants to keep her crabs fresh. [:

Epiphany.

2009-05-03T00:46:00.000-07:00

Randomly my younger sister called me.

I knew she was drunk(even though she said she wasn't)

We talked about recent events going on in our family then somehow it ventured onto love & relationships. She went on talking about how happy she is with her boyfriend & how she's never felt this in love before. It baffles me to hear this coming from her mouth.. she swore that no man was ever good enough & that love didn't exist. She thinks that i feel like she's an idiot because she's only been with him for a little over a year.( like that's not enough time to figure out if you love a person or not) she compares that to me feeling this way because i was with someone once for five years & she told me from day one that he was an asshole. She tells me that she would get so irritated to hear me cry all the time. even worse, it came to a point where she would full on ignore me so she wouldn't have to hear my problems. She told me that she never wanted to hear it because after all the times i cried i still went back. she called me weak. she said i was stronger than that. She told me i didn't know what it was like to truly be in love because i've been through so many shitty relationships. She also told me that the amount of time you spend with a person doesn't mean shit. She asked me what those five years got me..

she told me that i wasted my time.

straight up told me.

i give her credit. she held out this long to give herself away to someone she truly felt she loved & was ready for. it makes me cry. she knows what she feels and what she wants. the best thing about it is.. she's so sure of it. that is what i admire the most.

She's a different person now.

I know i shouldn't worry about her, it seems like she knows what she wants out of life.

She's ready & only 21.

i'll always see her as my little sister.

a part of me is jealous that she lives this way.

She wants to get married & spend the rest of her life with this guy..

& here i am shaking my head.. but honestly.. who am i to judge?

at least now i can say i'm happy.

with my whole fucking heart & more.

Driving face.

2009-05-01T12:05:00.000-07:00

when you're sitting in traffic do you ever look around to what people look like?

well i do it makes the traffic go by a little faster for me.

I was drivin' to town & this lady caught my eye.. I couldn't stop laughing..

the first thing that came into my mind was "DUUUUUUUHHHHHHHHHHH"

HAHAHAHAAA yeah i know it's mean i don't give a fuck.

i was like daaamn girl serrrrve that shit.

I'm the kind of person that likes to make captions for people.

People watching is one of my most favorite things to do in life.

what a day..

think real hard next time..

2009-04-27T23:07:00.000-07:00

Okay I love tattoos & have been since i got my first tattoo in 2004.

It was a spur of the moment kind of thing & it took me FOREVER in the car & shop to agree to it. I love it. I can live by it everyday.

funny thing is.. i forget i have it sometimes..

now I have 4 tattoos but they all mean something.

To be blunt as fuck i can't stand it when people have random ass tattoos.

& i'm so glad I have blunt friends that talked me out of a lot of tattoos I wanted at one point in my life. Heres my thank you to you.

Yes so I believe that your body is a canvas & you are a walking piece of art and yadda yadda..

but the one thing i don't understand is when people see that everyone has the goddamn same tattoo & STILL get it done.

These tattoos are ridiculous... i really don't understand why you want this on your body..

could you imagine 30 years down the line?

all WRINKLY & shit? oh DAAAAAAANG...

I mean hey.. I love bacon but i don't think so...

okay.. NO.

this is ridiculous hahahahhahaha at least this ass aint pimpy & shit.

HAHHAHAHAAHAAA i just don't know

i grew up watching saved by the bell but i didn't like it this much..

no no no no no no no noooo.

god this is something you seriously could use to cheer yourself up..

when you're crying look down at this & FUCKING LAUGH! HAHAHAHAAA

god this is horrible... why god why?!

i don't even know what this is.. i think those might be eggs?

I'm sure there are more worse out there...

think long & hard about this shit guys..( that's what she said)

are you high maintenance?

2009-04-26T19:20:00.000-07:00

have you ever wondered if you were high maintenance? it seems like a lot of girls are these days. no one likes to admit it but a lot of us women really are...

we do a lot to look "decent" & i know you know that shit! hahahaaa

I was doin' some research on high maintenance & this kinda scared me cause it hits too close to home... I found it off a site "ten signs yo girl is high maintenance" HAHAHAAA

Number 5: You're always late wherever you go, mostly because she takes six and a half frickin' hours to get ready, wherever you go. Worse yet, to you, she looks exactly the same at minute 15 as she does at minute 380. Now watch out, because this one turns passive aggressive quickly. Soon, you'll start to notice that she's *especially* late when you're supposed to go somewhere with your family or your friends. But tread with caution, because if you bring it up, you can expect a royal crushing since she'll get emotional and say 'How dare you! I'm just trying to look good for your friends and family because I want them to like me!' Lose-lose situations are so much fun!

This is where they started asking people about high maintenance..

(this one was from a 26 year old man..)

1. Needs lots of time

2. Needs lots of effort

3. Are very fussy and particular

4. Are difficult and troublesome

5. Are annoying

6. Have high expectations of her partner or date

7. Will be quick to reject a person if those expectations are not met

8. Hard to please, not easily impressed

9. Takes forever to get ready

10. Something all but the most patient and tolerant men should avoid like the plague."

this one was from a 50 year old woman..

1. If your purse holds more than 5 lbs of ESSENTIALS . . .

2. If you own more than 50 pairs of shoes . . .

3. If your make-up case is a double-decker toolbox from Sears . . .

4. If a small family could live in your closet . . .

5. If more than 3 items in your closet still have price tags . . .

6. If your jewelry box used to be a high-boy chest . . .

7. If you have more underwear than you can wear in 3 months . . .

8. If a weekend trip takes more than 1 piece of luggage . . .

9. If you spend more on hair products than groceries . . .

10. If your dry-cleaning bill is more than your car payment . . .

11. If you have a weekly Botox appointment . . .

12. If you're still making payments on your last plastic surgery . . .

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA

Beautiful Day.

2009-04-26T17:09:00.000-07:00

Tribute to HNZL [:

2009-04-23T00:38:00.000-07:00

1.	essence of booty
	adjective, noun. see also booty, wack, stank and tore up -adjective 1. an offensive or embarassing behavior 2. something that is terrible, or of poor quality -noun 1. an offensive odor 2. an offensive sight, sound or person Did you see old girl over there in that skirt? She's about 20 pounds too big for that. She was straight up essence of booty, yo. eob ghetto booty esence of booty gross by honozooloo Apr 14, 2009 BITCH ITS OFFICIAL NOW! THIS SHIT RIGHT HURR!

He's Talented.

2009-04-21T01:39:00.000-07:00

Happy 4/20 haha

2009-04-20T03:24:00.000-07:00

Momentous day out trying to take care of business.

gorgeous day! so nice & sunny!

perfect day for the beach but no bikini(not that i'd be comfortable enough to be in one)

something caught my eye as we were sitting in the waiting room.

got me feelin' like a little kid again..

what a book to have layin' around ah?

hahaha "busy beavers" what a day.

i HAD to share this! c'mon neeow

just going thru it & looking at the pictures made me laugh..

WHAP! hahaa

the way beavers are & the way they live is pretty interesting.

i remember when i was super young i used to call everyone "beaver"

i must've been in intermediate school or something i don't really remember what

age exactly but my use of the word beaver was more for an insult..

until someone older told me that i shouldn't use it because it was a slang word for "vagina"

& i looked like an idiot going around callin' people beaver all day... HAHAHAHAA

god.. from that day i was weirded out..

like daamn older people musta been like what the hell is up with this kid?!

doesn't take much to make me laugh now does it?

dksjfauehfihakruhgia

after all that we still had time to kill so we decided to go & do something about that bracelet.

(the one rhea got for my birthday)

we went to look around a little after & had a nice long talk with someone we usually talk to when we go there.

saw some things that caught my eye..

i fell in love with this dress for some reason.

it's something you wanna wear out with your girls on a nice sunny day.

& of course these cute lil shorts.

when we decided to leave i saw this little boy standing by the directory by himself looking at it like he was tryin' to figure out where he was... it was the cutest thing.

when we got closer i told him bye and we started waving..

at first he looked like "who the fuuuck are these bitches?"

AHAHAHAA

then he started waving..

oh kids.

One More Thing...

2009-04-15T02:52:00.000-07:00

does anyone know what ever happened to Bakla.net?

i swear it was a site..

someone showed me a long long long time ago..

now it's some damn travel site! hahaa

i remember it used to be a site where there would be pictures of filipino girls naked & it would look like a girl but when you scroll down they got da ding ding..

not that i want to see the pictures again.. i just want to know what happened!

don't i deserve an answer?!

Amazing.

2009-04-15T00:06:00.000-07:00

Today at work I had a realization.

I think that I do too much to my face..

at least I can actually say this HAHAA

so I had my makeup done by someone else at work.

I have only let very few people do my makeup for as long as I have been wearing makeup.

today was the only time I have ever really liked what was done.

I don't know how to say it without it sounding weird at all but she made my face look softer.

a woman's face should always look soft.

not like a tranny (for some girls)

I was always the weird girl who always was into bright colors & black eyeliner..

i've done my eyeliner the same way since intermediate school.

i don't think i wasn't ever pointed out of a crowd for something i wore or did to my hair or the way i did my makeup.

ANYWAYS...

i love to watch others & the way they use their colors and the different techniques they have with applying the makeup.

she used colors that she never saw me in which were somewhat coral-ish.

the way she put them on too.. i would have never thought i could wear it this way.

you see some girls with fuckin electric blue or dark ass fuckin gray all over their damn eyelid.

i wonder about these bitches.

HAHHAAHAAA

ANYWAYYYYS....

yeah she even went about a different way with my eyeliner too which i liked.

her intention was to make me look like a doll even down to the fake mole she drew hahaa.

overall i really liked it and it opened my eyes on different ways i really could play up my eyes..

don't mind the picture.. it was taken with my blackberry.

i look retarded and i'm not sure if you can really even see the detail of the work that was put in.

ANYWAYYYYYYYYYYYYS..

i'm convinced on the "softer" look.

i don't know why i give myself so much stress with trying to do my makeup so extravagantly

makeup is supposed to enhance what is on your face..

not create a whole different person...

if that's the case... you're lying to your significant other.

STILL VERY EXCITED!

2009-04-12T23:28:00.001-07:00

repeat (for the past week)

2009-04-09T02:07:00.000-07:00

Little Joy | "Unattainable" from gorillavsbear.net on Vimeo.

ASS N TITTTTIES !

2009-04-07T14:31:00.000-07:00

Ass N Tities - DJ Assualt

what have you fuckin done for me lately?

2009-04-03T03:12:00.000-07:00

hello hello nobody..

well lately what has happened?

hmm... school & work. right? i'm sure if you have ever asked what i have been doing i respond the same way every single time.

ANYWAYS..

i've been on a yogurt binge & it's really bad..

i mean when yogurtland by UH was the only place to get it until now..

now there's one in aiea & one is pearl city by ihop & NOWWWW there's going to be one kapolei.

sweet holy hell what will i do?

it's so good i got my dad hooked on that shit son.

i swear to moses i go like every 2 days.

& i wonder where the fuck my money goes... HA!

ANYWAYS..

yeah yeah yeah i swore to never start or get sucked into the whole twilight thang-a-thang but..

i did. (sad face emoticon)

& i don't regret it... HAHAHAHAHsjfsdhfaerhterh

goddamn i feel like a dork again.

(i fell in love with this yellow nail polish too)

also i never really got what was so great about edward fucking cullen...

i see the fuckin pictures & the goddamn bulletins all over fucking myspace

like hey "which cullen are you? take this quiz & find out now"

what the fuck kind of shit is that?

they have "are you fat? take this quiz" even "are you ugly? take this quiz"

who the fuck would really take any of those?

it's not like people be sittin and thinkin "damn that's me they're talkin about... i better take that quiz". i never understood that shit..

ANYWAYS..

back to twilight.. yeah so the pictures.. i didn't really think much of him at all..

once i watched the movie.. my fuckin god i fell in love with that motherfucker..

idk what the people did but he was just so damn dreamy.

i wish that i could've been a vampire ]:

ever since i was a little girl i have been fascinated with vampire movies.. not the gay ones.

i mean the first time i saw a vampire movie was interview with the vampire..

& that was the first time i seen brad pitt. [:

ANYWAYS..

so yeah, i've been on the whole twilight bandwagon..

i'm reading & loving it.

it got me reading again & i know that sounds hella gay but i don't give a fuck.

i'm excited to find out what happens next but my goddamn co-workers keep ruining it for me hahahaajdsafkhahrieagerhkdhf,df

Lastly, i had to share this picture of my babygirl chibi.

she's my kid.(the closest i'll ever get to a child for now)

she was a bad girl today.. she tore apart a ziploc bag and foil just to get to banana bread.. & she got into these fireworks we had in the room.. thing is.. i don't know how she got to em... she broke one of the balls apart.. bitch is clever..

trickly lil fucker.

but she looks so cute so it's hard to stay angry.

last nite.

2009-03-29T17:56:00.001-07:00

i haven't laughed that hard in such a long time.

There is something about this girl(no homo)

2009-03-26T00:45:00.000-07:00

i like her voice.

do you know what it takes?

2009-03-24T02:51:00.000-07:00

i find myself trying to find ways always.. but who isn't?

today i felt like something was supposed to happen i just don't know what.

the whole day i felt like something was missing..

it's hard to live like nothing isn't the way i want it to be.

i mean my gut tells me more and more these days and i feel in my heart that it's right.

but there the realistic thoughts go pushing their way through.

what is it really that i want now?

am i confused or do i just want everything so bad

that i'm upset because nothing is going my way?

i know i have to work hard to get what i want.

money is always an issue.

when was it not?

i'm sure i'll figure it out tomorrow.

my tooth hurts again.

oh well back to sleepless nights.

i feel bad for laughing..

2009-03-21T23:13:00.000-07:00

i really like how whoever decided to make that red arrow pointing to paris hilton's eye...

i mean i've noticed something goin on with her eye at times but it doesn't take away from her pretty face... i mean she's not the brightest but she is pretty.. HEY some guys don't care if their girl is dumb as fuck as long as she pretty right?

i like how i type "bad plastic surgery" and get this...

oh what a nite.

As of "right now"

2009-03-19T13:46:00.000-07:00

i am so lost.

i feel like i have all these possibilities to change my life completely & go with what i feel.

i have many things i'm good at but..

in the back of mind i have that "think realistically" factor..

that's scaring the shit out of me right now.

i wanna be doing what it is i love doing & getting paid for it.

Good Show.

2009-03-19T03:59:00.001-07:00

i'm hooked. [:

Oh yeah... Watch this. I like it.

2009-03-18T17:56:00.000-07:00

88 whattttap

makeup makeup.

2009-03-18T13:23:00.000-07:00

maybe it's just the girl in me (because i'm not a huge lipgloss fanatic) but this is something i would buy just to have it in my purse.

it's the cutest thing ever.

having at least one thing of chanel is always a good thing.

this little cutie has six different shades of gloss girl!

how can you go wrong?

it'll never leave yo bag!

c'mon six different shades? i'd be excited & changing my lipgloss every ten minutes HAHAHA

one minute you'll see me in a nice light pink & when you turn around i'll be wiping it off to put on the darker red.. girl i'm switchin on ya.

it's crazy.

this blush is cute as hell too it's not overpowering.. for some reason the more peach colors interest me these days.. but i can't help to go back to the more pink shades.. you know.. everyone tries to get the pink doll cheeks. it's cute right?

i have so many different kinds of blush it's ridiculous.

SEEEERIOUSLY.

okay now some girls over do it tho.

i mean i know i'm blush crazy.. but blend it girl BLEND.

looks like you swirled your brush all up in it and just pressed it on your face..

i don't mean to be a bitch but BLEND THAT SHIT.

another thing.. NAIL POLISH.

one of my girls got me intrigued with this shit.

not just nail polish girl pays $$$ just for a bottle of this...

i always love having black nail polish.. but what girl doesn't these days?

black satin is must have.. especially for the girls that don't like chipped nail polish..

bitches be carrying this shit around to touch up..

like that one lady on true life carrying around a fucking huge bottle of ranch dressing in her goddamn purse! aslksdjhfuashfasjkfhksafhk

homegirl

2009-03-16T23:57:00.000-07:00

So as of right now i can't really describe how i've been thinking about a lot of things lately.

It makes me wonder about a lot of people too.. trying to think about both sides of a person, good and bad.

mainly myself but also every person close to me in my life.

growing up i never really had too many close girlfriends.

when i was younger i noticed a pattern of 3, always.

two other girls i considered best friends and i.

for some reason it didn't last too long.

of course as we age we change.

sometimes i wonder if i changed for the better.

i remember not being allowed to smoked or drink..

now i do both.

i remember not being allowed to dye my hair..

now i change my hair color like i change my goddamn clothes.

not being able to paint my nails(because it sends boys the wrong signals)

and for as long as i could remember they've always been black.

you always have one friend in life that is the good one.

the one that everyone looks to as someone that could never do bad.

she really opens my eyes when shit hits the fan.

glad to have kept her on this long.

i love her.

2009-03-15T17:20:00.000-07:00

personally, this is the epitome of beauty.

One of those "couples"

2009-03-13T19:50:00.001-07:00

There are always those couples out there that look like they're so sick in love with eachtoher..

you know..

-matching t-shirts

-matching shoes

-matching hats/beanies etc.

i ran into a couple like that not too long ago... if you can't see in the picture they had matching outfits on.

made me fucking sick.

will i ever be in something like that?

when i was younger i never wanted to match my boyfriend.. i never wanted us to be wearing anything similar because i thought it was "gay"

but this year and the ending of last year i felt like i wanted it... i mean the boyfriend & i always wear black... A L W A Y S.

it's very rare you'll see me wearing anything not black... when you open our closet everything is black.

our fricken walls are black for pete's sake.

anywho why do i catch myself wanting desperately to be like "that couple"?

i don't know what i'm talking about

HNZL

2009-03-12T16:39:00.000-07:00

GO GO GO!

AII SOOS !

2009-03-12T03:33:00.000-07:00

What is up madddddderpahhhkers ! It's been six days since my last post..

i thought i'd share this lovely picture i stumbled upon.

it really made my night. [:

COME ONNNNNNN!

i'm not gonna say anything.. look at it's face man!

i laughed out loud... by myself.

i wish i could go..

2009-03-06T20:44:00.000-08:00

three plus years ago..(god how young were we? time flies)

2009-03-02T02:57:00.001-08:00

wow.. HAHAA

SAY WHAAAAAT!!!!!!

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DUBPHYLUM

2009-02-24T01:00:00.000-08:00

ALYSSA LIKE

2009-02-18T21:23:00.001-08:00

The black dress is my favorite.

Wang 09 gotta love this shit right neeow. [;

the only thing I'm unsure of is that baby blue jumpsuit.

I also love the fact that oliver peoples has a pair of sunglasses named after the oh so beautiful Zooey Deschanel. Very vintage inspired somewhat like the raybans you see on faces everywhere

but what's so cool about these glasses are the CR-39 lenses with a breath logo in the shape of Zooey's lips. Cute huh?

Also the AR cloth that you wipe your lenses with looks like a cocktail napkin with her lips and signature on it.

Them pretty babies are $415!

The good thing about it is that a portion of the proceeds go to the Jenesse Center

for domestic violence intervention.