today i felt like something was supposed to happen i just don't know what.
the whole day i felt like something was missing..
it's hard to live like nothing isn't the way i want it to be.
i mean my gut tells me more and more these days and i feel in my heart that it's right.
but there the realistic thoughts go pushing their way through.
what is it really that i want now?
am i confused or do i just want everything so bad
that i'm upset because nothing is going my way?
i know i have to work hard to get what i want.
money is always an issue.
when was it not?
i'm sure i'll figure it out tomorrow.
my tooth hurts again.
oh well back to sleepless nights.
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