It makes me wonder about a lot of people too.. trying to think about both sides of a person, good and bad.
mainly myself but also every person close to me in my life.
growing up i never really had too many close girlfriends.
when i was younger i noticed a pattern of 3, always.
two other girls i considered best friends and i.
for some reason it didn't last too long.
of course as we age we change.
sometimes i wonder if i changed for the better.
i remember not being allowed to smoked or drink..
now i do both.
i remember not being allowed to dye my hair..
now i change my hair color like i change my goddamn clothes.
not being able to paint my nails(because it sends boys the wrong signals)
and for as long as i could remember they've always been black.
you always have one friend in life that is the good one.
the one that everyone looks to as someone that could never do bad.
she really opens my eyes when shit hits the fan.
glad to have kept her on this long.
