so tell me...

this morning at exactly 4:15 am... i started crying.
I felt extremely stressed out.. funny thing is.. you're so tired & out of it that early (especially when you get up & move around so quickly) that it seems like your mind isn't focusing on anything or your mind is just not there. All i can feel that early is my heart pounding.. not thinking about anything else really.. maybe my bed & how hard it will be for me to fall asleep again.
I want want want & of course don't need... if this comes with being a woman then i'd like to me a man please. I would be a pretty cool guy... well i think so at least.
Okay well back to that part about me talking about being super stressed out... what do you call that? that feeling..
besides all that shit..
watch this.. it makes me laugh so hard.. (: